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Thursday, September 11, 2008

just kill me NOW.
LaughOutLoud..
as much as i wanted to surprise you with this blog,
guess it aint a surprise after all. haha
i suck dont i?
come to think of it, i was actually damn naive and stupid?
i wanted this SO BADLY to be a surprise.
cos its my first time doing this for my boyfriend.
like my first time actually trying to do smth
that doesnt really need any money.
but then, from the moment i got this idea, I RUINED IT.
who on the fucking earth would be so fucking stupid?
like hello, do u have brains angel?
lol. once bitten twice shy.
i dont know if i still haev the courage to do anything anymore.
i mean its not your fault. i know. i totally understand where u were coming from.
you didnt want me to feel even more sad when i presented the "surprise" to you.
i know i'll breakdown too. so dont feel sad telling me okay.
its ok seriously.
i got no mood to do anymore surprises. noot even the 2nd one.
but its okay, i'll get over it soon. (:
I SUCK. BIG TIME. SHOOT ME IN THE HEART.

♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
10:16 PM
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♥ Blissed Lover ;

    Angel; FatFat/Baby
    Wz; Bb/BabyDear
    24thAugust2008
    its all about us

♥ future ;


    24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
    28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
    24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
    6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
    24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
    25thDEC Christmas
    24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
    26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
    1stFEB MyBirthday
    14thFEB Valentine'sDay
    24thFEB SixthMnthAnni

♥ FootPRINTS ;

    o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
    16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
    16th August ; The First time you fed me
    23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
    01st September ; First movie together,4bia
    03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
    05th September ' First phone marathon
    09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
    11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
    12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
    13th September ; The first time my heart died
     15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
    20th September ; FIRST DATE!
    24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
    11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
    13th October ; First Web-Cam date
    18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
    25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
    12th November ; First night stroll with baby
    22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
    29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!

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