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Thursday, December 31, 2009
tonight i just cant get to meet u fuck........... i keep thinking why u stood me up for christmas yet tonight u cant give me. why has it got to be her.. our 15 months seems so fake. sometimes i really wonder all this negative stuffs that i cry. i really don tknow why im like that once in while. sometimes i can be ok sometimes i just cant FUCK WHY?!?! she is ur #1 now. wtfffff it's only another old faggot. i read in the magazines why girls will cheat... it's always the same old things same for guys.. someday if u get how i feel u might cry for me. i dont know do u even think of me when u sleep. i wonder where all those happy memories inside u went to. i feel like shit. i dont get all this days with u. fuck man. why is things like that? you're always reading the journal and u had no comments on it. dont u even got things to tell me.. u dont appreciate me anymore :( maybe i should go.. maybe i should forget u. i really don tknow what to do now. u can tell me how ncie things will be after 3 years. but ur feelings wont change. nobody can change how u feel. u will still stick with her if u can be with her for 3 fucking years. what am i suppose to do now baby? find someone to replace u? why is it that time u ask me "what if u find someone like me" ? are u asking me to give u up because u're not worth it? why are things like that. why are u girls like that...
♥ Blissed Lover ;
Angel; FatFat/Baby
Wz; Bb/BabyDear
24thAugust2008
its all about us
♥ future ;
24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
25thDEC Christmas
24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
1stFEB MyBirthday
14thFEB Valentine'sDay
24thFEB SixthMnthAnni
♥ FootPRINTS ;
o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
16th August ; The First time you fed me
23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
01st September ; First movie together,4bia
03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
05th September ' First phone marathon
09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
13th September ; The first time my heart died
15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
20th September ; FIRST DATE!
24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
13th October ; First Web-Cam date
18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
12th November ; First night stroll with baby
22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!