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Sunday, January 3, 2010
well i havent really sleep yet. and now things are definitely better for me. im not thinking as much alr. ytd really is play to the max. im planning to have a proper sleep so i might sleep early tonight. hmm for the first time, i didnt had to contact u. i felt weird? lol then u contacted me during the night. nothing much really. just wondering why im so hateful past few weeks lol. then i came across and found out that the chalet had someone's bf there and i tot they were all girls :/ now maybe i really dont care anymore cause i know u had to lied for her. now i only wonder ugly u had made me infront of ur colleagues lol. nvm dont bother all this im not caring all of them now. i will be stronger and immune to all this nonsense.you're still sleeping and here i am dont know what to do next. guess im gonna eat my break fast. so bored.i hope life for u will get better and u will have good life ahead. oh well things are hard to say now as it's still early. i guess our life pretty much fixed and things will just go on like that.soon i'll be out of ur colleague's main topic alr. then next would be outta ur life i guess. hmm not bad, i nvr thought i can actually pull thru all this shits. i nvr really thought of how life might be without u. guess now i might have to start thinking, or prolly not, just lead the life i can and live it to the fullest. who knows i might be gone the next day. i dont know if the promise will work. i dont wnana hope and i dont wnana be left alone then find out one day things just dont work out. regrets or not i dont really care. oh well maybe not regret for me. i just find that all this things back might be just lessons in life. we learn from them and get stronger. since u chose ur own path then carry on and walk on until the end. if things are meant to be, it will be. no matter how much we try it wouldnt work. i think im starting to be even more and more matured. heh.
♥ Blissed Lover ;
Angel; FatFat/Baby
Wz; Bb/BabyDear
24thAugust2008
its all about us
♥ future ;
24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
25thDEC Christmas
24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
1stFEB MyBirthday
14thFEB Valentine'sDay
24thFEB SixthMnthAnni
♥ FootPRINTS ;
o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
16th August ; The First time you fed me
23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
01st September ; First movie together,4bia
03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
05th September ' First phone marathon
09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
13th September ; The first time my heart died
15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
20th September ; FIRST DATE!
24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
13th October ; First Web-Cam date
18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
12th November ; First night stroll with baby
22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!