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Sunday, January 3, 2010
alright here im sitting here. nothing left to do. i practically forced myself to be awake since 9? i was constantly falling asleep but i still manage to pull through until now, it feels as if im really gonna die anytime. like pains here and there. you're online, but i dont know if you just woke up or waht, maybe it;s best we dont talk since u wouldnt want to chat with me either. things are better happier for u as i can see. at least everybody gives u what u want. you;re looking forward to everything, so happy for u. hope things just becomes more and more better for u. since i cant talk to u, u will nvr know when i blog. so it's only when u found out then u start to see so many unread ones haha. well you';re online im online it feels weird when we're not talking but i know soon enough we'll get used to it. i had to admit, i had to cry when i see my handphone saved msgs. it;s just too pain to read and bear. things u said and things u do. i couldnt blame u much, nor should u say sorry. i should maybe just leave quietly and things will be better for both of us. of course im not very much happy like u now but im sure things will be better for me when we forget this painful love and find someone more happier. so bored but i know it;s better not to talk to u. hmm alright ending here. :)
♥ Blissed Lover ;
Angel; FatFat/Baby
Wz; Bb/BabyDear
24thAugust2008
its all about us
♥ future ;
24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
25thDEC Christmas
24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
1stFEB MyBirthday
14thFEB Valentine'sDay
24thFEB SixthMnthAnni
♥ FootPRINTS ;
o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
16th August ; The First time you fed me
23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
01st September ; First movie together,4bia
03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
05th September ' First phone marathon
09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
13th September ; The first time my heart died
15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
20th September ; FIRST DATE!
24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
13th October ; First Web-Cam date
18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
12th November ; First night stroll with baby
22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!