Saturday, January 9, 2010
♥ :D
hello baby. im really surprised and nvr expected that i've met u and our r/s is bringing up to here. it's definitely i swear something so unique and special that nobody prolly have this. you know what. i really love you and i havent get u to speak more. i'll try harder :) i want u to be my future. i like it when u ask about the other girls getting jealous :) that's so you ! i want to be honest with u from now on. i've decided i thought about it a lot. you're in love with another girl. i know u cannot pull out so easily. i want u to go back to her :) or at least not now. wait till u settle down and you're less stress and when u feel better ok? because of this i wanan be fair. i know u actually dont want me to have any affair out there for 3 years. i promise u, i wil have sex with u only :) i know u dislike me to kiss other girls or hold hands.i will fool around and enjoy myself, i wont allow real feelings :) and of course sex. it'd be you :) i dont wan to have any aids or waht fuck. i know i;ve alr chose u. the ring will stay. somehow i was afraid that our feeling will fade eventually. but the moment i see u. i feel u. i felt that we're really too so much in love that things will nvr go. when we meet, everything comes back :D im damn relieved. somehow ytd night i got enlighten. then tonight was the best ! everyting just make me feel settled down. although as mins passes, i miss u alot but i know my nonsense gotta stop alr. i really need to grow up like what i said. i cannot stress u anymore further or u really dont know how u can love me anymore :( alright this is not meant to be a emo post. what i raelly want to tell u is that. things will remain like that. i raelly hope u can stay healthier and happier. u said that i might find someone better. no one is the best baby. anybody i find might be better or lousier than u. but problem is nobody will let me feel for u except u. it;s you baby. nobody i find can be u. my feelings for u are real. not just by looking for someone that might be rich that cangive me easier life or someone that is so much better. still in the end, i wont be happy. i want happiness. i want love. i believe in us. somehow i believe in love. lol you may feel like im a dumbo. but ya this is me i guess. so purpose is to tell u. trust me baby ok? we set this 3 years we enjoy our life then we get settled down. we know we're meant for each other but we met at the wrong timing. :) you're in love with a girl. i make sure my dick gets into no others pussy except yours :) kissing and holding hands is alr fair right? i hope after u read this, tell me mroe about how u feel :D i want comments and what u think should be right or wrong. if u're fine and happy with things like that. im sure we'll be better :D love love love ! sorry i lied i didnt sleep at 11.30 i really couldnt. now i'll go sleep baby love :)
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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