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Friday, April 16, 2010
im in school now.. fucking shag... i kept wondering why people can get over but i cant? what's so wrong with me.. i think im just too much in love with u :( lucky u did replied me in the morning or not i dont know what i will do. fuck my life now..i really really thought thru alr. i dont care whether what's the purpose u want all this. i dont care whether u really like him so deep or waht. i just really dont care. i told u im not going to text u alr but i find myself not being able to do it. ytd night i was still firm the moment i wake up in the morning im lost. :( i really love u baby angel tan cai yun. i cant expres myself further anymore alr. i cant prove to u anymore alr i alr did all this the past 1 year. all i ask for is whether u will still choose me at the very end? will we still be able to get married at the very end? kids? like waht u sned me in your sms. i really want to know so. i really want to hear from u i really want to know if u actually had any plans after all this. i know u will be with him i relaly cant care much anymore. i;ve been hurt over and i wont be so much affected anymore. i just want you :( i know im like a pussy. you must be wondering why im like that. i really don tkow why... just dont take advantage of me anymore :( just love me like how u used to be... pls.... (SIGH, IF ONLY I HAVE THAT AMPLE COURAGE TO TELL U ALL THIS THOUGHTS) I PROLLY JUST CANT ! FUCK HOW HOW HOW? :(
♥ Blissed Lover ;
Angel; FatFat/Baby
Wz; Bb/BabyDear
24thAugust2008
its all about us
♥ future ;
24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
25thDEC Christmas
24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
1stFEB MyBirthday
14thFEB Valentine'sDay
24thFEB SixthMnthAnni
♥ FootPRINTS ;
o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
16th August ; The First time you fed me
23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
01st September ; First movie together,4bia
03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
05th September ' First phone marathon
09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
13th September ; The first time my heart died
15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
20th September ; FIRST DATE!
24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
13th October ; First Web-Cam date
18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
12th November ; First night stroll with baby
22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!