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Saturday, April 17, 2010

♥ Saturday, April 17, 2010

hihi.. im feeling real down.. i dont know what to do now alr.. i tot finally understanding her could make me feel better could make her feel better could change everyting and go back to what is before.. now i know i cant.. or rather we cant. you needed the break i'll eventually give u. what else can i do? just to wait. wait till when? sigh. im fking emo but there's nothing i could do. i know u need the space u really do i should just give it to you. but it's so hard for me. suffocating every night due to heart breaks. calling different many people. i know i just know u've fallen so deep with him.. i cant tell if it's infatuation again anymore. it seems like u're doing everything for him. i feel so weak.. feel so useless i dont know what i can do. u may think im crazy but it's really so difficult.. it may be easy for u because u got someone to hold to but i got none :( i really love u angel tan cai yun. i guess i can only wait and give u the space. just dont keep me waiting too long baby....

♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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♥ Blissed Lover ;

    Angel; FatFat/Baby
    Wz; Bb/BabyDear
    24thAugust2008
    its all about us

♥ future ;


    24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
    28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
    24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
    6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
    24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
    25thDEC Christmas
    24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
    26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
    1stFEB MyBirthday
    14thFEB Valentine'sDay
    24thFEB SixthMnthAnni

♥ FootPRINTS ;

    o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
    16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
    16th August ; The First time you fed me
    23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
    01st September ; First movie together,4bia
    03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
    05th September ' First phone marathon
    09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
    11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
    12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
    13th September ; The first time my heart died
     15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
    20th September ; FIRST DATE!
    24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
    11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
    13th October ; First Web-Cam date
    18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
    25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
    12th November ; First night stroll with baby
    22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
    29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!

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