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Sunday, April 18, 2010
hihi ok first thing i slept late and woke up early. like wtf on earth is wrong. ytd was just totally losing myself to get myself to feel better. play cs. meet clique to watch movie oh and even know this new girl. heh right now here at this moment nobody is awake to be there for me. im feeling so alone fucked up :( god i need help ! how long will this sufferings last? how long do i have to wait? so many questions always in me. if only i can just peer into the future and see what;s going on maybe now i would feel better. sigh... im really so so sad i dont know what to do now. so affected. the only girl that i really loves and im forced to forget her. it takes time it takes time... but how much time? a long long time.. i saw upon facebook and the new blog. haha guess you're very much happier now that u got him alr. nothing much i could do except watch and wait. :) all the best is i can say.. they say the greatest love is letting go. i can nvr utd this sentence dont ask why i jsut couldnt. i really hope the guy is a better guy than me and will treat u better i really hope so. if not i'd kil myself for not trying so fking hard to get u back. sigh so bored :( (&*@#()#HIH@IN@
♥ Blissed Lover ;
Angel; FatFat/Baby
Wz; Bb/BabyDear
24thAugust2008
its all about us
♥ future ;
24thSEPT FirstMnthAnni
28thOCT BabyDear's Birthday!
24thNOV ThirdMnthAnni
6th&7thDEC WorkingwithBABY!
24thDEC FourthMnthAnni
25thDEC Christmas
24thJAN FifthMnthAnni
26th27JAN ChineseNewYear
1stFEB MyBirthday
14thFEB Valentine'sDay
24thFEB SixthMnthAnni
♥ FootPRINTS ;
o9th August ; First time we went out tgt
16th August ; You made your 1st honey water for me(:
16th August ; The First time you fed me
23rd August ;Watched Fireworks
01st September ; First movie together,4bia
03rd September ; When i first step foot in your house
05th September ' First phone marathon
09th September ; The first time i went school to look for you
11th September ; When we both first shed tears for each other
12th September ; Our first pet ! TERRAPINS!
13th September ; The first time my heart died
15th September ; We ALMOST broke up
20th September ; FIRST DATE!
24th September ; First present and letter from baby (:
11th October ; First cycling date! (to upr pierce reserviour)
13th October ; First Web-Cam date
18th October ; Cried in front of baby for the first time!
25th October ; First time baby shouted ):
12th November ; First night stroll with baby
22nd November ; saw baby's sleepy face for the first time
29th November ; Just the 2 of us shopping tgt for the first time!