Tuesday, April 13, 2010
♥ Tuesday, April 13, 2010
i;m really very tired.. god when will u ever help me? i really want to know what's going on my life and what's next... sometimes she's just too huge for me to handle. She's just go unique.. yet inside me i dont know if i can take all this from her.. sometimes i wanna end it sometimes i just wanna continue .. there's too much things to say and too much things i wanna tell her but she just will never understand what i wanna let her know. maybe im ignorant. she might think that nobody understand her but deep down i'm probably the one closest to knowing almost every single thing about her alr... i;m really lost god.. will u just give me a hint of what i should do? she seems troubled lately.. so tired of everyting including me. im alr at the verge... should i just trust u? or should i just leave u... i realy dont know what our love has become.. somehow i wish to tell u everything but u would nvr listen to me..i planned breakups numerous times but then something good will always appear.. is this a hint for me to hold on from god? but still the things u wanan do the things u say just dont make logical sense at all.. i wanan see how long gonna take to stop contactnig me since the last msg. we shall see..there are always so many questions inside me.. are we really meant to be? we perservere to almost no couples could ever been thru waht we been thru..im really afraid that one day i might just despise u of what u did and just end all this...but i cant deny that i really love u alot...i may be blogging here but im raelly lost i just dont know what to do..i really hope you'd stop being naive...you wanna play but guys are also playing u and i can tell that now u really like N alot and u probably might just end up nowhere been fucked and dump...sigh.. my dear lovely angel when will u ever grow up? doesnt mean your mom is like this doenst mean ur parents disown u means you're not fit to be like the rest of us.. you're just anotehr girl.. why must u be so hard on yourself and the ones that really love u so much? it's all just in your mentality if only i could just implied all this into your thoughts and make u grow up then life might have been easier for both of us... i raelly hate to watch u suffer but i cant take it.. sometimes im just that irritating but is because i love u too much... what am i suppose to do now???you're so unique in terms of your character but you can still help yourself before it;'s too late... girls just cant go around being like this... so many despo guys out there.. i always pray that none of them will end up trying to fk u..let's just hope that all this guys u like now are good guys and they will not hurt u.. at least it makes me feel better if one day we dont end up together and i know that they treat u better than me... im just not that good im sorry i know u hate to see this.. i love u angel tan cai yun :(
♥ And did I tell you that I love you tonight
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